Starting the Russian Gymnast Diet on 09.08.12
Pounds lost: 13
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Since Prom is friday and we go to the beach in less than 40 days..I’ve decided it’s best if I actually start losing weight and stop being a baby about it. Empty stomach, here I come. No more food, I’m done. I’m gonna be that skinny bitch I want to be…
Day 2: How many pounds do you HOPE to lose by the end of the challenge? How many pounds do you EXPECT you’ll lose?
I HOPE to be at my goal weight of 110, but seeing as thats probably not reasonable for me to lose I EXPECT to lose about 15 being at 125ish.
Day 1: What are your current stats? Explain how many calories you will be eating every day and what exercise you will be doing.
SW: 150; CW: 139, GW: 110
I will be eating less than 500 calories a day. I know its unhealthy but who cares && I will be exercising 3 times a week burning more than 400 calories.
I’m so tired of being this way. It’s like I keep saying I’m going to start not eating, So then I don’t eat until 8 o’ clock comes around and my mind is yelling “You know you want to eat, EAT! You’ve done great today, now reward yourself!” Well you know what mind, NO! I WILL NOT EAT TOMORROW OR THE NEXT DAY, OR A WEEK FROM NOW. MAYBE NOT EVEN IN A MONTH! I WANT TO BE SKINNY, AND I WILL! So FUCK YOU MIND.
ANA, where are you? Come out and guide me, plese….
I’ll show him how much he broke me now. He’ll see, when I come in too school and look deadly skinny. Blood and bones. He’ll see when he sees me around town, how I smoke so much and he’ll wish he could stop me. But he can’t now